...Or girl rather. After a long debate I've decided to go for it and transfer to USC next semester. So I guess I'm leaving the Waves to be a Trojan. Ugh, seriously now who made up the mascots for the colleges around here?

Also I think I'm dying. Okay not really but you know me, the over dramatic girl that I am. First I had a bit of fod poisoning and now I have the flu. I think it was the flu all along but the doctors just wanted to give a good excuse as to why they had to put a hole in my body and drain me of my blood. I'm really pissed off for being sick because this is my last week with the kids. Apparently my mom finished some sort of counseling class and think she's okay to take care of them again. Well she was never the problem really; the problem was that asshole boyfriend of hers. So Wednesday I have to deal with losing them again after they lived with me for 8 months. I swear God hates me.

I hate when people tell me that it'll be okay and that life could be a lot worse. Well fuck you, life could be a lot better too. I don't want to be stuck somewhere inbetween happy and depressed.  I just want to be happy.